" I have moved on for 1 week . I have my own special future & even better than you ."

Hi dan assalamualaikum .

Awak still ingat saya nak game awak kan ? How sad . Saya rindu awak . Dah tu je . Saya tak harapkan untuk awak datang balik pegang tangan saya macam dulu . Tapi saya rindu awak . Sumpah . Sebab awak seorang je yang sememangnya tahu macam mana nak handle saya , tahu macam mana nak pujuk & ambil balik hati saya bila saya merajuk . Dulu saya kuat sangat jealous . Terlampau . Memang . Sangat . Sangat . Like a queen control , itu tak boleh , ini tak boleh . Awak pun ikut je . Saya minta maaf . Masa tu saya terlalu sayangkan awak . Hm . Saya tak boleh tengok awak tarik tarik muka dengan budak tu , saya tak boleh tengok awak kehulur kehilir dengan budak tu depan saya . It hurts me . Tapi takkan lah saya nak pergi marah dekat muka awak ? You're not mine , anymore . How sad , just if I can pause the time and go back to the old time . I miss you , too way much . No words can explain and describe how hurt I am right now . I swear to God , I will be crying thinking of the memories that we've build together for the past 2 month . Kalau boleh , saya nak pergi dekat awak , berdiri betul betul , cakap while tatap mata awak , "saya rindu awak." but I'm not that brave . 

Sedih nya . Terluka nya . Terguris nya .

 Past is past , there's no need to miss you from my past because there's a reason why you didn't make it to my future . I should learn how to accept it . And now , I have someone better than you , much better . Yeah . He accepted me & love me for who I am . I should more appreciate him & love him as much as I can . I'll make sure , I will hold on tight and never ever look back , again .